I don’t know what to do anymore… fuck….

I’m fucking depressed, this sucks. I don’t know why…

Actually, I do know why and I don’t want to admit it to my self so I feel as if I should run from it. Not a good thing but something that I am going to do anyways. Shit…


I really do hate my self.


Fuck…

I don’t want life to be like that. But then again I cant help but have it that way. I don’t want life to be as it will be, but there is nothing else that I can do.


Fuck.


Theres more to say, theres more to do theres more

But I wont will I? I will wallow in my fears and be the sad fuck I am….


Shit….

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ok that was earlier...


i want to hurt him. hurt him to get away from me. hurt him because of so much. cant bring my self to do it. like him all too much.

eh. i am shit...



hey jess, ok i have school tommorow but only until... uh i uno.. lol but, uh. meet me at shiloh. we'll chill. i might bring this kid over. he's cute... uh. but yeah. let me look up the time and then i can tell you when i will be at shiloh.

ok i'll be there around 11 ish we get out at 10:30.

ok. well. i'm otu. late

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