Have i lost my self. I'm terrified to think about her. i really am. im scared. i dont know. there are so many things to put into this. so many. im not scared of "God" but somehting. i dont know its name. i dont know what to call it. i just know. She knows about it. Him. theres no way to explain theres no way to fully have understanding. but im scared. is priscilla dead? this is all i can do from falling deeper in. this is all i can do from falling into a trench that i know i will not be able to come back from. i dont know. this is me running. but saving some little bit of my self. give it time. maybe. in time. but not now. it makes to much sense. not now...








when i have the time. i will write it all out. I've been having dreams. And i had one crucial dream. My dragon was chained. Not good. terrified...

Hello again
It's never good to run from your problems, even though it may seem you are saving some part of yourself, but in reality, you are very subtlely losing yourself, inch by little inch. Perhaps, that's why you dreamed that your dragon was chained. Maybe you should try not running and see if your dragon is still chained. A lot of times, you learn more when your life is knocked into chaos. It really depends on whether you decide to face it or let it fester. A chained animal may try so hard to run and fight the chains that has it captured, but its just running in the same place, until one day it either loses its Will, or it can stop, evaluate, and find a better solution. It's a battle. It's up to you to decide which tactic to use. I don't know if that made any sense, but I'll give you a twinky for good luck! =) I don't even know what your dream was about, so my comment may not even be helpful since it's based on assumptions. I'll add my penny's worth anyways. As for the answer to your question. Seek it yourself. I like staying mysterious. =D
» Mr_Twinkle on 2004-03-17 12:33:45

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