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Thursday. 11.9.06 1:02 am
This all seems so incredibly retarted. i am young and vibrant with a whole life in front of me and since when have things become so insanly serious. to take something key from a good friend living an amazing life, you are young but once. live life as you wish to. i know i have to do alot of things to prepare for the future but that doesn't mean i have to make my life only for the future... life now will only be here today. what i have now is what will be lost tommorow. i need to take capture of that.

to sit and remember the cold rain with shrieking laughter and dancing, animalistic, idiotic, sheer balistically happy dancing. we were free children living a free life... what has happened to that spirit and passion. life was our goal, a goal that we achieved every min of every day. we were the definition of life. Art, books, MUSIC, passion, tehre are so many things i should be filling my self w other then stupid drama. i am no longer in highschool and need to grow. what ever impeads me from enjoying what youth i have well then. doesn't need to happen. i'm not explaining this well...

theres a chemistry with everything. with people with life. take a couple of young kids, doe eyed and up for a little experimentation with briillient minds and mix it all up with music art and philosphy. watch the magic happen. we never missed a beat cause we made our own music. we never lost that shiver from sheer excitement and joy to create thoughts and yes... magic.

take a two old friends... children lost once and now a little found. take the old comfortability with the instantaneous ability to gel. take that amazing "click" that people wander the dust for decades searching for. take the laughter that runs for days and intellectual stimulation that puts you in a daze. see there's chemistry in everything.

once you mix the right things together, only more things can happen.


joyous, exuberent, and beautiful. that's how i see my friends. the ones i lost, the ones that stand with me, and the ones i still hold dear. i am picky. but through selection the greatest memories have been made, the greatest laughs laughed, the greatest kisses kissed, and the greatest tears cried. we are amazing together.

there was no effort in it's beauty. spontaneous and georgeous. that is how i view those who have affected me so deeply. but that's just it. spontaneous and meaningful. no effort, just. thats what it was. if i wanted it bad enough it worked and when it didn't i cried but you know... i loved and cared. now, no. life is different. these people are different. and that spark. that amazing spark inexpressable via the english language doesn't exist here. and i have to accept that.

it's not that i didn't try. it's that it never existed. so friends, maybe. more? no. cause i need that spark.

lets be young for a change. forget the books. forget the chem. forget the expecations. be young. for fleeting it is...

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if only, if only.
» TheArchive on 2007-01-02 06:10:30

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