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Ramblings of the Christmas Season
Friday. 12.24.04 4:01 pm
I've got it.

I'll move to England. London. Wales. Somewhere. I'll meet a cute intelligent kid with an accent who will argue and curse at me, while buying me roses and treating me like a lady. We'll live together but never marry. I'll practice medicine, or climb the corprate ladder while he makes art, or music, or books. We'll live in a london flat, have sex on the roof, and be eclectic together. there will be candles and deftones. He reads good books, palahunik but also shakespeare. He likes reggae and the eagles. I'll smoke french cigarettes and he'll only have marbarol reds. he has green or blue eyes but black hair. We'll travel europe, see greece, experience italy, and kiss in front of the mona lisa. we'll have one kid. boy or girl, i don't mind. he can choose. he hates pork, loves beef, enjoys fish, and cant get enough vegetables.He'll drink hard liquior but never beer. maybe the occasional guiness. and he loves wine. but doesn't get drunk. ever. We'll get in huge fights, throw things, break glasses, pass words, then have sex. he likes to bite but's sweet about it. Morally upstanding, of course, but has a dark humor. Makes me laugh and keeps conversation going. He'll put up with all of my shit including the dancing in the car, the screaming to led zeppelin, and crying to chick flicks. He's insecure, screws up sometimes, and argues like shit with me. When he's depressed i'll make him laugh and when i'm dark and moody he'll put a clown suit on for me. he'll teach me how to play the guitar and i'll let him sing my poetry. then we'll die young, in a plane crash, having sex of course.


My dream dude/ life. Hah, whoa, that is incredibly unlikely. but i felt like being a bit impractical at the moment. Hah, but actually, i've met some kids who meet alot of these qualities its just never all there. i've progressed. alot. from past kids i've played with to now. yea, progression is a good thing. i think in college i can find some cool sophisticated cat who i can dance with. It'll be fun.

I'm in a crazy mood. sick, tired, and stuffed up, an odd deliruim is taking over.

Acoustic music. sing in my ears and laugh together till the moon is up so maybe for a second we'll forget the ghosts are haunting us, maybe we'll see the angels, they'll sprinkle their magic dust on us and our make believe will only be reality.

i know he's coming. they're all coming. everyone of them. what am i suppose to do? be a bitch and say no? of course not. but. i don't know. i missed him so terribly. ok i'm thinking of only me. yeah. i know that too. So, my pop is coming in town with the lot of them. My grandma, my uncle his wife and baby, and my dads girlfriend. my parents think it'll be awkward for them to come to the house so i'm meeting them at block buster tommorow. then we're going to lunch. WHOA i'm seeing my pop. and the rest of them. weird. my grandpa didn't want to come, typical. but anyways. i don't know. "tired and underprepared but i'll wait for it" i don't want to think about it. not them. not now. guilt's too much.




so there are people in my house. and incredibly plethra of people who come in and out day and night. ok, small exageration but i don't do well when there are people in my house. yep, i don't do well. i like routine, peppermint tea, and quiet. yeah i'm out of all three. i feel like going to look out or shiloh. shiloh i can't stand anymore. well. there are WAY too many people who know about it. it's deeply contaminated. but the bridge there isn't. so maybe i'll go there. but i'm not getting a day off for quite a while. well till monday. family. they're really good people. but people nonetheless.



don't listen to a word of my ramblings. i think the deliruim is setting in. how nice. quite lovely.

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» DarknessPrevails on 2004-12-26 11:48:31

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