Thursday. 6.24.04 10:06 pm
i was thinking of him today, unexpectedly. he came into my mind and refused to leave. little bits and peices floating by, recreating the past. It was interesting. The memories jogging my mind to what i wish it were, to what it'll never be. Theres no reason for me to think of him. I am forgotten in his world, even if he lies, yet, i hold on to this inanity and hope one day, but quiet my self and my stupidity. hrm...
another thought:
vanity is an interesting thing. it drives people, it scares people, it creates people. I was looking, and noticed my self, others, the world living in vanity. it didnt bother, it didnt strike, but it did instigate a thought. It brings depression. It brings many things. people fail. there is no perfection. yet, there will always be vanity...
another thought:
he seemed sad today. he doesnt fit in right now. hes trying and failing. hes waiting for school to start again. maybe life and friends will return.
it made me sad. to see one so great, fall and fail.
tis life.
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