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Tuesday. 5.4.04 10:56 pm
Ooh... man am i fucking stupid. seriously. this is me being a dumb fuck. what the hell was i thinking? i just like walked into that WAY to easily... i slightly suspected it but then decided against believeing that it was actually happening. man i walked straight into that. its kind of bothersome. it really is. the stupid kid. ah. i sigh. play mind games on priscilla. yes. easy prey. once again why the hell do i hang around fucking assholes? why. man... i really cant believe i walked right into that. ok its official. NO ONE and i mean NO ONE will ever come close to knowing me. i am going to be the biggest fucking fake around people and they will have no clue what so ever as to who i am. that fucking asshole. no one. and i mean no one can i trust. there is no one. fuck. jessica understood and i trusted her. she never fucking abused it or anything. ok. i learned the hard way. AGAIN. ok. dont trust anyone. dont. there is no one to trust. no one worthy. no one. i really am stupid for listening to that shit and actually telling him shit. what the fuck is wrong with me. i think i really need help man. no wait i dont. he does. fuck him. goddamn i cant believe i walked into that. ah stupid cunt fuck...why are people such fucking liers. why do i listen. why. ah... i'm tired of talking to them. i want summer to come. fuck this whole D&D and Magic shit. no fuck that. fuck them all. If i cant trust anyone why waste my precious summer on them. i have other things to fucking do. goddamn assholes.

man i feel stupid. ok, not going to eat lunch there anymore. i can go sit by my self somewhere or travel to the f's room... i can sit on the other side of the room, i can get rid of this. stupid asshole. i hate kids who lie to me. tell me the fucking truth. its what i tell you might as well do the same thing. fuck em all. goddamn it. i'm not pissed cause the kid really isnt worth being pissed at but i'm annoyed with my self. why didnt i see it earlier. why didnt i catch it. why did i allow my self to do that? wtf is wrong with me? i really have gone down hill since jessica left. my guard has been down. i guess i just needed to show someone the real me. well WRONG. thats not going to happen ever again. trust me. never again. that was stupid. really stupid. i'm done with that. done.

ugh. i'm so annoyed. fucking annoyed like shit. this just adds to my belief that there are no decent people out there. noone worth talking to. no one worth my time. fucking no one. i had the perfect friend and thats lost. there is no one out there.all of them are SHIT. all of them. fucking a. sigh. i told the kid shit about me. well, so be it. things happen like that. unfortuantly i just cant stop it this time. i usually do, i usually fucking stop it but i dont know. i let this happen. why who knows. but i did. i cant run this time, moving wouldnt be that good, and plus one stupid person is not worth it. NOT WORTH IT. fucking shit head. i have no respect seriously. i thought the kid was decently interesting and not like the rest of the stupid fucks in school. i thought the kid was i dont know, not worthless and pointless in existance. then i see this. and i'm like FUCK are there no people out there who are worth breathing? please, they are all fucking pathetic. seriously. they all suck ass. he talks about how everyones fucking stupid and whatever in school. he's the same thing. oh well. you win some you lose some. this one i lost. there will be others...

sigh. how did i not see this. please tell me. man i hate being blind but thats my problem i cant the things that are right there staring me in the face. its like i refuse to see it. so i dont know. i'm changing again. i'm going isolate my self. change friends. there are other people to talk to, and even then, i dont have to talk to them.


disapointment sucks.
when its your own fault
even worse.


shit...
2 Comments.


You just gotta find the right people. What happened to your optimism? Don't isolate yourself. You just gotta take the good in with the bad. People lie, but there are those out there that are honest individuals.
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